I can’t believe the way i’ve started feeling over the past few days. The thing about hitting rock bottom is you can only go up from there, & that saying is actually true. Any day now I could give birth to my already amazing son, these past 8 months have been the most stressful, emotional, sad few months of my LIFE, but the people who matter to me said everything would get better - & they were right. Everything has gotten so tremendously better. Better than I could have ever imagined. There are still so many things that need to be worked out, & so many things that need to be accomplished, but for the first time, I have hope. I finally believe that everything will be okay.
I’ve never felt more in love with you. Yeah, you. You know exactly who you are. I loved you from the minute I met your goofy ass 6 years ago, but the emotions that sweep over me when i’m with you over the past few weeks are something I have never felt in my entire life. A completely new kind of love. I didn’t know if we’d make it. We’ve been through hell and back with one another. & we’ve still got some trying times ahead of us. But I have let my doubts go. You are it. You have begun proving yourself to me, you have finally begun to let down your walls. I want to spoil you rotten. I want to run away with you. I want to live naked in the woods with you & our wonderful little baby. There is nothing like falling in love all over again, this time we’re so much stronger. You are making me the person I have wanted to be. Thank you.
Happy good thoughts all around. Positive energy. Counting the days til Aiden Nemo is here, & smiling non stop. :)
